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तुम्हारी यादों में अक्सर…

Posted by Rewa Smriti on May 4, 2020

It’s been more than one and a half years since you have left us for your heavenly abode. Didn’t we deserved more time with you? You were the softest soul I have ever come across. Last month on your birthday, April 9th, we missed you so much. You were always first to wish us on our birthday, and this year we felt so deprived. Yesterday, amongst many such other days, we were talking about you, and Chhotu regretted that we couldn’t even hear the last word of ‘yours’, but you did say something. We believe that you are there. I strongly believe that You haven’t gone far from us, you are living inside us.

Gun calls her ‘Tantan’ Masi!… urf Shubhra

तुम्हारी यादों में अक्सर,
रोते रोते, रातें गुजार देती हूँ,
और भूल जाती हूँ कुछ चीज़ें!
बस, नही भूल पाती हूँ,
तुम्हारी मौत!

अक्सर हम छः रोते हें,
उस सातवें की तलाश में
जिसके ढह जाने से
अपनी छत और दीवारें भी
थोड़ी कमजोर पड़ी हें
शायद, अब भी इन्हें इंतज़ार है
उस सातवें खंभे का.

घर के एक कोने में पड़ी
हल्की गुलाबी अलमारी में
रखी तेरी हर चीज़ें
यूँ ही बेजान सी पड़ी
तुम्हारी याद दिलाती है
शायद, उन कपड़ों से
तुम्हारी रूह बोल रही
सो जाओ, रात बहुत हो चुकी.

यहाँ से कोई भी रास्ता
तुम तक नही पहुँच पाता
ये सोचकर अक्सर
रोते-रोते, सो जाते हें.
फिर रात आती है,
पर नींद कहाँ से आती?
हम बैठ तुम्हारी मौत को
हर बार, हर पल जीते हें.

मौत,  बस एक सत्य है,
इसके सामने सब हारी है
कब, कहाँ इस दुनिया में,
कोई, मौत पर भारी है?

और, अक्सर पूछती हूँ –
इन भागते हुए लम्हों से
हम कौन सा यहाँ,
बार बार आने वाले हें!

 

Written on 03.05.2020

13 Responses to “तुम्हारी यादों में अक्सर…”

  1. Bhawana said

    Muskil hai apno ko bhulana,apne dost ko bhulana,

  2. sumanmanit said

    Didi each and every word of your poem has depth meaning which summarises the memory . It is painful to loose someone who is very close but death is truth which cannot be denied only thing which we can do is to console ourselves.

  3. Faizan Alam said

    Mai bhi likhta hu,
    Lekin ahsaason ko shabdo me pirona nhi sikha
    Abhi tak.
    Pr aap ki poetry ne kuch sikha zrur diya.

  4. just oww

  5. Ashutosh anand said

    A tribute to the lovely soul, a brave heart, a true believer, a lady with words and wisdom.
    The unfortunate incident happens at very wicked moments, u r always in our hearts.

  6. Tejaswini Rishivanshi said

    Your words are so pure and real… Your feelings can be seen in this poem.

  7. Vinay patel said

    Really Di hurt touching. …..

  8. Shweta said

    Very heart touching poem di….

  9. prernasingh25 said

    When I saw your poem, I just get speechless di, remembering those old gold days of JNV katihar…All memories are still alive in my mind…You are very strong di.

    Your poem depicts everything in terms of your feelings…🙏🙏🙏

  10. मुझे कहने को कुछ नहीं मिल रहा.. सिर्फ़ महसूस कर रही हूँ… अकेले.. उस उदासी को जो दिल को जकड़ लेती है जब कोई इतना प्यारा, इतना अपना… समय के भंवर में यूँ अचानक ही खो जाता है।

  11. Jitendra Kumar said

    Each and every words touches the heart. It’s visualize the moments which you had spent in past via this poem. It’s give me goosebumps literally with tears in eyes. Kisi ko Khone ka dukh jaldi samapt nahi hota.

  12. Jitendra Kumar said

    Sorry for your loss Di. Bhagwan ki Marji ke Aage kuchh nahi kar skate. Aap Humsab ki strength Ho. You know that how much we all love you. Don’t be sad. Be strong. Hum Sab aapke sath hai aur aap humari strength Ho. Love you so much

  13. mehhekk said

    Bas yaadein reh jati hai Rews, gulabi almari mein. Sach mein bahut bhavpurn shabdon se bhari hai Kavita.

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